i continue talking to a wall
continue to message him
i tried not to care anymore
but deep inside me,
there's a tiny flicker of hope
that he will reply me
like how he used to
where we so close
even at the distance

it felt just like a dream
everytime i thought of our memories
when we enjoy each other's presence
when we hiked up the hill
when we took a walk at the garden
when we eat at sushi bar
when we met at your house
there is so much to cherish
have you forgotten them all?

you said you like my smile the most
but i havent been smiling for a long time
tears roll down whenever i thought of you
will you ever make me smile again dear?