Tuesday, March 1, 2011

i miss you

it was just the night before that

you told me; you love me

and yet because of something i did
that displeases you
made you ignore me

it has been a whole day now

i hate to be ignored
it makes me feel left out
makes me feel i'm not loved
anymore

i'm sad
full with sorrow
engulfed by darkness
dreadfully lonely

wont you come to me?

Monday, February 21, 2011

couldnt sleep tonight
maybe should try talking
to the moon

he wasn't here
he wants to be alone
kinda worried
it's that a sign?

he always tell me
that he likes solitude
which makes me wonder
what makes my presence?

there're some things
that you don't tell me
sometimes i felt
useless and ignored


maybe i wasn't mature enough
maybe i wasn't understanding
but i would like to hear you out
even though i couldn't offer advices

talk to me would you?

Thursday, February 10, 2011

imma is being burned alive in her room
the sun is merciless
the heat is everywhere
poor imma

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

imma wan die
new sem new workload

Friday, January 21, 2011

i was in the popular group once.
in my whole year life of schooling.
up til now.

life gets a little lonely
at times
when i eat alone
walk to class alone
stay in the room

so much difference from before
i was the loud one once
i enjoyed attractions

not that i hate it here
in fact, i enjoy my own company
i don't have to follow others
i do whatever i want

but sometimes,
i miss the sense of belonging,
the sense of fun,
in a group together,
conquering the class,
like the whole school is ours

and we complained
like we can't wait
to get our ass out
from the school

the irony of the whole thing :)

Thursday, January 20, 2011

he got exam
poke poke poke

he'll not be in taiping
poke poke poke

no more birthday or valentine ad
poke poke poke

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
emo betul >.<

Saturday, January 15, 2011

 i check my phone for his messages
even though i know there wont be

i want to see a cute message from him
even though i know there wont be

i want to see his number calling
even though i know there wont be

it's only just one day
that he's busy

and it will be like that
till the end of this week

but i already miss him
alot