it was just the night before that
you told me; you love me
and yet because of something i did
that displeases you
made you ignore me
it has been a whole day now
i hate to be ignored
it makes me feel left out
makes me feel i'm not loved
anymore
i'm sad
full with sorrow
engulfed by darkness
dreadfully lonely
wont you come to me?
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
couldnt sleep tonight
maybe should try talking
to the moon
he wasn't here
he wants to be alone
kinda worried
it's that a sign?
he always tell me
that he likes solitude
which makes me wonder
what makes my presence?
there're some things
that you don't tell me
sometimes i felt
useless and ignored
maybe i wasn't mature enough
maybe i wasn't understanding
but i would like to hear you out
even though i couldn't offer advices
talk to me would you?
maybe should try talking
to the moon
he wasn't here
he wants to be alone
kinda worried
it's that a sign?
he always tell me
that he likes solitude
which makes me wonder
what makes my presence?
there're some things
that you don't tell me
sometimes i felt
useless and ignored
maybe i wasn't mature enough
maybe i wasn't understanding
but i would like to hear you out
even though i couldn't offer advices
talk to me would you?
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Friday, January 21, 2011
i was in the popular group once.
in my whole year life of schooling.
up til now.
life gets a little lonely
at times
when i eat alone
walk to class alone
stay in the room
so much difference from before
i was the loud one once
i enjoyed attractions
not that i hate it here
in fact, i enjoy my own company
i don't have to follow others
i do whatever i want
but sometimes,
i miss the sense of belonging,
the sense of fun,
in a group together,
conquering the class,
like the whole school is ours
and we complained
like we can't wait
to get our ass out
from the school
the irony of the whole thing :)
in my whole year life of schooling.
up til now.
life gets a little lonely
at times
when i eat alone
walk to class alone
stay in the room
so much difference from before
i was the loud one once
i enjoyed attractions
not that i hate it here
in fact, i enjoy my own company
i don't have to follow others
i do whatever i want
but sometimes,
i miss the sense of belonging,
the sense of fun,
in a group together,
conquering the class,
like the whole school is ours
and we complained
like we can't wait
to get our ass out
from the school
the irony of the whole thing :)
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
i check my phone for his messages
even though i know there wont be
i want to see a cute message from him
even though i know there wont be
i want to see his number calling
even though i know there wont be
it's only just one day
that he's busy
and it will be like that
till the end of this week
but i already miss him
alot
even though i know there wont be
i want to see a cute message from him
even though i know there wont be
i want to see his number calling
even though i know there wont be
it's only just one day
that he's busy
and it will be like that
till the end of this week
but i already miss him
alot
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