i was in the popular group once.
in my whole year life of schooling.
up til now.

life gets a little lonely
at times
when i eat alone
walk to class alone
stay in the room

so much difference from before
i was the loud one once
i enjoyed attractions

not that i hate it here
in fact, i enjoy my own company
i don't have to follow others
i do whatever i want

but sometimes,
i miss the sense of belonging,
the sense of fun,
in a group together,
conquering the class,
like the whole school is ours

and we complained
like we can't wait
to get our ass out
from the school

the irony of the whole thing :)