silence around me
not a human in sight
tis not zen
its loneliness
absolute loneliness
nobody around
i called his number
first time it went unanswered
second time it was hung after a few seconds
i was dying to talk to someone
couldnt find anyone else to talk
he was playing with his buddies over the other side
i was left abandoned in this whole lonely hostel
trying to block out all the horrifying images
i'm not someone very brave
but what could i do
looking at the endless corridors before me
felt like crying
it looks like a horror scene
depicted in a lonely hostel block
wanting to go to toilet badly
i hate you
i want somebody to talk to while i go toilet
i am scared
i'm just another one of those desperate girls
that seeks so much attention and energy
a deja vu
this feeling happened before
exactly one year ago
the loneliness in the room
tears keep dropping
couldnt sleep
didnt know what to do
last time you were there
nowadays i couldnt help complaining
had i taken you as granted?
tomorrow i'll be seeing you
all this feeling will be gone
if i choose to continue dwell on this feeling
both of us wont be happy
it would be better to forget all my negative thoughts
and just concentrate on the happier ones
they are meant to be buried deep inside
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