back

i'm back.

was just thinking how we used to be so close
before we got this close
one of the life irony isn't it

remember how you used to bring me to surprise trips nearly every weekend?
i miss those moments, those unassuming moments
when i thought that your gestures were too much for a friend like me
and as time goes on, slowly i took those moments for granted

which leaves me feeling unsatisfied and left out at times
as i felt what little time we spent together now is not enough.

our first trip was to a shopping centre called times square
when i felt i desperately need some more clothes to wear
and as we slowly got warmed up,
you start bringing me to places
i really enjoyed those moments
you made me love my weekends which i used to hate so much

we covered nearly every big shopping centres nearby
in about just a month, you brought me to five different shopping centres
you knew i love it, and i really do
and once, you brought me out to town
and i marveled just at the many different trains we had to take
remember how i behaved in the train, think we could do that again?

you brought me to the national zoo
we weren't a couple back then
bu i felt like we were
it has been so long now

you held my hand first in midvalley
on the pretence i walked too slow
ok fine, maybe i was the one who gave you my hand
but still you are the one who offered it first
and the thing is, we weren't a couple back then 
funny that's the only moment i can remember we first held hands
can you remember when we first hold hands after we were a couple?
i count panorama hotel as long after we are couple, though that's the official one.
when do we first unrealisingly got tangled into each other's life?

one day, you brought me to the top of broga hills
i loved the way you woke me up that morning; so gentle
and though i already woke up, i kept hiding behind the blanket
so that you kept on calling me
i loved the way you already prepared my breakfast
i felt so much like a pampered kid
and i love feeling that way
but i hate what went on after that
cause hiking up reminded me so much of my now ex boyfriend
and i wouldn't want to think about the hiking process
until now
maybe that was one thing i could never get over
embarassing myself in front of people

i hope we can spice up things a little
i want you to be the old sam i met the first time
not the current grouchy sam
treat me like a kid once more
let's go to the beach someday