Friday, January 21, 2011

i was in the popular group once.
in my whole year life of schooling.
up til now.

life gets a little lonely
at times
when i eat alone
walk to class alone
stay in the room

so much difference from before
i was the loud one once
i enjoyed attractions

not that i hate it here
in fact, i enjoy my own company
i don't have to follow others
i do whatever i want

but sometimes,
i miss the sense of belonging,
the sense of fun,
in a group together,
conquering the class,
like the whole school is ours

and we complained
like we can't wait
to get our ass out
from the school

the irony of the whole thing :)

Thursday, January 20, 2011

he got exam
poke poke poke

he'll not be in taiping
poke poke poke

no more birthday or valentine ad
poke poke poke

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
emo betul >.<

Saturday, January 15, 2011

 i check my phone for his messages
even though i know there wont be

i want to see a cute message from him
even though i know there wont be

i want to see his number calling
even though i know there wont be

it's only just one day
that he's busy

and it will be like that
till the end of this week

but i already miss him
alot

Friday, January 14, 2011

A Meeting

A quivering child
under the rain
Cold and hungry

Water dripping from
her hair and torn dress

Nowhere to go
Abandoned and
forlorned.

She wandered around
No one's outside
It'a quiet world
Only the sound of rain

Lost, she sat down
on a trodden path
She rested her head
in her thin arms

The rain stopped
after a while
She looked up 
Something peeked out
from the bush nearby

Two blinking eyes
Pixie?
The girl looked at it
Curiously

A sharp face
Slender body
Just around her knee's
height

It smiled at her
Motioned her to follow

Hesitant at first,
she slowly picked her steps

And soon she found herself
chasing after that weird creature
To somewhere
Taking the forbidden path
That no one ever goes

She doesnt know
What's in the other end
But in her heart
The lonely feeling's gone
Replaced by an
unspeakable joy and
freedom

She spread her wings and fly

Saturday, January 1, 2011

1.1.11

ZZZZZ
then something vibrated
me: hello? *in a sexy voice*
he: hello! *bright voice*
.........
.........
.........
he: do you want to see me?
me: duwan~ (he got his finals, shouldnt ask him to come all the way here)
he: look outside the window
me: WAT?
(realization sunk in; i
jumped down the bed,
flew to the window,
squinted at d car,
put on specs,
OMG, there he is!)

:) a happy new year indeed!
thanks darling!