i thought i would be happy if i receive a scholarship to study in singapore.
turns out not.
mum made a big fuss of it until i was just so FED UP..
she said she wont force me to choose, but right from the beginning i can feel that she already opted for singapore. oh well~
if u asked me the question much much earlier, i wouldnt have think twice and straight go to singapore. but then again, little tiny love things now held me aback =( certainly i do not mind not going to singapore but my mum seems SO enthusiastic about it, giving speeches to me how good how good the nanyang is compared to local.. blah blah blah..
but little heart says going to singapore would means letting go of my own personal unapproved interest. my dear bunk face? *cries*
i've really grown fond of him after about 3 months knowing him. it's just so hard to let go.. if i have been watching a drama of a girl in my situation, normally i'll laugh at her and wondered why does she even have to consider, heck, just straight go singapore if you have the opportunity!
but reality proves harder. little heart keep tugging at the strings between us.
asking myself, do i really want to go?
NO.
but is there any choice?
YES. but mum likes her daughter to graduate from a singapore university.
so what happens next?
*tear drops*
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