it's been so long since i really ponder on my thoughts.. kinda random nowadays, with mostly focused onto my dear bunkface :) had a share of happy n funny times.. wonder if it will really last till we grown up? honestly i dont reali think it will, a sad hard reality.
it was days ago since i last discovered that my old crush is in a relationship. shocked i was, i kept clicking the computer screen to see which girl that had captured my old crush's heart. curiosity is more than jealousy, ya, felt a little jealous actuali, cant explain why, maybe a part of our memories still stuck somewhr in me. i tried hard pushing the thoughts away, so i called my best fren.. she reminded me that i got someone else now, ya, that made me smiling back.. how cute my dear is :)
i owis thought, if old crush dinna go to any camps, who wud i end up wif? hav to remind myself that it doesnt matter now.. coz i got my dear bunk face; and it wudnt hav been fair for him if i kept thinkin back my old crush.. but still, it's hard to stop those thoughts from straying.. were close once, but now drifting apart.. do i miss him? cant deny tat fact completely, but still, i missed my dear jake more :) at least he tries to make me happy, n he doesnt hav to try much, cox jux by looking at his face makes me lauf so hard, wif tat bunk face of his, u noe..
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