~kiss~

okay, one question, why is it that the boy's face is always partially hidden?

you hug me tight, enveloping my small body against yours. you told me in your soft voice, how sorry and wrong you are, and you want me to be back with you.

but that was when i woke up, realising that it was just my soft toy on me.

at that moment, i can't believe i still miss you after so long

Accident

i sat behind my steering wheel
still trembling after the shock
the fact that i knocked down a woman
still havent registered into my mind

horrific images flooded my mind
the loud noise upon the impact
kept replaying in my ears
and i really want to shut them out

somebody tapped my window
she looks angry enough
so i got down meekly
preparing for the worst

broken legs.. hospital..
i could barely hear them
i suck my breath and tears
stunned to silence, i could only stare

some kind adults took control
but in that moment, i felt so alone
i could feel arrows pointing at me
waiting to tear me inside out

it wasnt really that serious
i kept telling myself, but somehow
the pained look at the victim's face
told me otherwise, suddenly
i felt the world crumbling on top of me

feeling dizzy, i felt like shouting
that i do not want this to happen
the guilt and burden within me
overpowers my conscience

one by one the tears flowed out
dripping from my cheeks
making my images bleary
they looked at me, i turned away

Alone

Her painted nails clawing at his skin.

"No, you have to go," he whispered as he slid the knife into her heart.

Walking away, he left her bleeding to death, after all, it was just another girl from the crowd.

And that's exactly what you did to me you S.O.B

short notes

yay yay yay!!!

holiday starts ad!!

Went home and...

*immediately reach for the metallic purple nail color and starts painting fingernails furiously*

done!
next...

*takes down the boring red and black sticks from my ears and put on the metallic curvy earrings instead*

yeah!

*bounces on bed, messes up blanket, punches soft toys*

what else?

ONLINE FLIRTING (age and gender does not matter)

Taking Back My LOVE (part 2)

enrique looks so hot in the video!!!!!!!!
*breath sucking*

he got everything i look for in a guy but
no way i'm gonna list them down here;
might be highly X-rated for public view
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Taking Back My LOVE

'...i've given you too much,

but i'm taking back my love

i'm taking back my love

i'm taking back my love..'

A Dream No More

Even if you embrace me until it's suffocating
We will never become one.
In a place deeper than gentleness
Touching each other is merely a pain.

Please bind the two of us.
We will dream no more,
Joining hands in uncertainty
Walking towards
The cruel fire

Meeting each other in order to know loneliness,
We won't know until we exchange a kiss.
Even so, I am trembling with the joy
Of being in your embrace

For our last moment

We will dream no more,
And We can't run anymore
But we will surely overcome
The cruel fire that engulfs us

Eevn if you embrace me until it's suffocating

We will never become one until we die

wit vs strength

for the intro, i just wanted to announce to the world that i have just SOLVED my rubic cube!!!!!!!!!! a round of applause please~

but then again, what really happened is i only solved 2 colors.. (hahax..) and the rest of the color is just by dismantling the pieces n fixing them back again into the right places..

what....... i'm not cheating!!!!!!!

strength is just as good as wit, and a sharp tool helps in dismantling the pieces too. see... we also need skills to dismantle something and fix it back without spoiling the whole thing. that is kind of smart right? RIGHT!!

well, maybe someday i'll learn the true process of solving the rubic cube, if only somebody can be patient enough to teach a blockhead like me^^

Black MOnster

A black monster is a dangerous monster. It captures young girls and savours them for supper every night. Unfortunately, not many people are aware of its existance. For whoever who has seen its real form are usually gobbled up before they can escape. Some eye witnesses reported seeing the black monster on its spotless 2010-xxx looking for food. To all the people out there, I would like to warn you of this dangerous black monster. Please do not hesitate to shoot this black monster with anything in hand if you spotted him anywhere. Thank you for your cooperation =)

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Morning Rambling

Yawn~~ yesterday night slept late.. all thanks to a certain fellow who kept me awake till the last second.. morning woke up so late, no mood to study ad.. though life seems good now but (hehe...) my hala tuju cinta seems to be divided into many paths.. (swt!) uh-oh, this is bad.. imagine me waking up one day on my husband's bed thinkin of changing husband ad.. oops! not good (bwahahaha!)

Random Thoughts

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Male Version of Chun Li

the first time i see it, i cant help smiling all the time!!!! it's like.. wow.. i didnt know this guy can dance! haha.. it's so cute.. i'm not sure if i have the right to publish the video here.. haha.. i'm replaying the video ... again.. targetting at a certain red belt figure, which looks exactly like the male version of chun li! too bad he doesnt have two buns and a cute cheongsam to go with, i'll be happy to lend him mine, but i'm sure it wont fit. hehe!

Subject and Me

6.50pm

Door opened

Subject in red came in

Looked up

First thing in view:

Hair (nearly gone)

.........................

Laughed. Smiled. Laughed.

7.00pm

Bored

Turned behind

Subject smiling

Got moustache

Cute

Scribbled on his paper

Still bored

Starving too

8.00pm

Effective communication

With subject

9.00pm

Time to go back

Stood up

Realised that subject is tall

Quite broad shoulders

Suddenly wondered

How it feels to

lie on subject's shoulders

Oh No No

Shouldnt think that much

*haha*

Monday Blues

7.05am

Trudging through the school gate like a half rotten zombie

Kept yawning and yawning and YAWNING!

Had a bad night sleep

Kept rolling in bed; kicking the soft toys away;

but mind just refused to shut down.

Back in school, was the sleepy cat scrawled over my desk

like an invertebrate at the end of the row.

Eyes kept shutting while listening to the monotonous drones of teachers.

Sweats trickled down my back,

making a wide damp spot on my fading blue prefect shirt,

making it obviously clear that i did not wear a singlet

(all prefects got to wear singlets at ALL times but

normally i would just ignore the existance of that unnecessary rule).

10.45 am

Time for recess

Trudged down the stairs to canteen

Grabbed something and pushed it into the mouth

Chew. Swallow. Chew. Swallow. Chew. Swallow. Burp.

2.00pm

Time to go back

Waited for mum impatiently

Hot. Sweaty. Sleepy. Moody

Felt like a scratchy cat

MIAO!!

2.20pm

Gobbled food

Splashed water over body

Got my mum's car key

Accelerated to school

but was late anyway

Who cares?

Just another time-wasting

Teknik Belajar B.Inggeris

4.15pm

Finally out from the torture chamber

Friends hopped into the car

Accelerated through the traffic congestion

Hot sauna car

6.05pm
Uh-oh

Couldnt turn the key in the ignition part

Hot. Tired. Feeling stupid

Tried again. Failed

Wtf?

Desperado woman in hot car

Michael passed by

Showed the correct way;

Shake the steering wheel

while turning the key

Wtf?

Cant get the idea behind it

but didnt matter much

Car started.. yeah!

11.30pm

Just finish typing out my first blog