A Meeting

A quivering child
under the rain
Cold and hungry

Water dripping from
her hair and torn dress

Nowhere to go
Abandoned and
forlorned.

She wandered around
No one's outside
It'a quiet world
Only the sound of rain

Lost, she sat down
on a trodden path
She rested her head
in her thin arms

The rain stopped
after a while
She looked up 
Something peeked out
from the bush nearby

Two blinking eyes
Pixie?
The girl looked at it
Curiously

A sharp face
Slender body
Just around her knee's
height

It smiled at her
Motioned her to follow

Hesitant at first,
she slowly picked her steps

And soon she found herself
chasing after that weird creature
To somewhere
Taking the forbidden path
That no one ever goes

She doesnt know
What's in the other end
But in her heart
The lonely feeling's gone
Replaced by an
unspeakable joy and
freedom

She spread her wings and fly

1.1.11

ZZZZZ
then something vibrated
me: hello? *in a sexy voice*
he: hello! *bright voice*
.........
.........
.........
he: do you want to see me?
me: duwan~ (he got his finals, shouldnt ask him to come all the way here)
he: look outside the window
me: WAT?
(realization sunk in; i
jumped down the bed,
flew to the window,
squinted at d car,
put on specs,
OMG, there he is!)

:) a happy new year indeed!
thanks darling!

wishing for an end

everyone is so excited of going to singapore... not me though
i got so much things on my hand to worry right now
especially my english presentation
only god knows how much it's occupying my mind night and day
my stubborn lecturer does not wan to change date
which forces me to do a live webcam presentation if i want to get my 5 marks or
nothing at all. yep, fat zero.
and she set the time where i'm supposed to be at universal studio.
great
now i'm stuck between getting my money's worth at universal studio or
getting my coursework marks.
so far, what i planned is to run out from the universal studio for 2 hours to get
wifi connection at my hotel.
damn. i'm wasting my 2 hours money. or even more.
so great.

next is my economic presentation
which is after my singapore trip.
and the great thing about is,
i have to make sure my presentation stand out
with entertainment value
just because i pleaded my econ lecturer to change
my date of presentation, which again,
falls on this friday, the day i'm going to singapore!

not only that, my computer assignment is giving me headaches too
deadline is next friday, i havent do anything yet
need powerpoint presentation and a report too
just so great

i got 3 crucial things on my mind
its a no wonder i kept dreaming funny things
poor brain, too much stress
i would be so looking forward to christmas night where
everything will be over

a prison of memories

click ALL
click DELETE

gone are all my old love letters
such a contrast between
our first few letters
and the final ones

felt a pang in my heart
a tiny remorse feeling
but not enough to bring
back my sorrowful tears
yet it still hurts
a little

a selfish decision and he's gone.
chose to left him and follow my intuitive.
i didnt mean to hurt him.
the excitement of going there
made me hopped onto the train
i didnt think that i would hurt him that way
i left him feeling used
though it's never my intention at all
i was insensitive like always

i returned
after a wave of guilt washed over me
we hugged and made up
but the feeling of fear never left me
this is not the first time
i sparked his anger

keeping quiet is all i can do
until his flame dies

and yet again i'm in new relationship
seems like i cant keep out of them
am i that desperate
am i that needy
for someone to love
and be loved?
is there any reason to be in relationship?

he put me together when i'm in shatters
he sewed my heart when i'm in tatters
he stood by me when i'm in total shambles
all in all, he's always there when i trembles

as fate would have it,
i was not attracted by his looks
but to his inner person
i was neither desperate nor needy
but i felt an overwhelming love
from the base of his heart

is there any reason?
surely there's a lot of reasons
but none hold as strong as love

the day i set my eyes on you,
i didnt think i would fall over you
you told me that i once told you
that i would never like you
looks like i was wrong
funny how could love blossomed
from strangers to mere acquaintance
from acquaintance to friend
closer and closer each day
until somehow i didnt realise
that we were that close
to fall for each other