the day i set my eyes on you,
i didnt think i would fall over you
you told me that i once told you
that i would never like you
looks like i was wrong
funny how could love blossomed
from strangers to mere acquaintance
from acquaintance to friend
closer and closer each day
until somehow i didnt realise
that we were that close
to fall for each other

foamy days

foamy days are here again
something soft and pink
fluffy and bubbly
is that called love?

it has been one month since the break up.. or was it longer than that? wonder why am i still thinking of him sometimes. they will never really go away from our hearts. sometimes, i wish i can be with him once more. but such things never can happen. reality check, it's cruel and i hate it.

Fusion of Colors

one night

cannot sleep...
looking out of the window..
it's raining,
there's thunder,
but i cant feel it
i'm numb
i'm speechless
indifference

i want to go out
spread my hands out wide
greet the rain with my face
and my smile
that once lighted up
someone's life
but not anymore

smiling alone in the room
with soft music background
am i in an acceptance phase?
do i really care anymore?

and i will love you
until forever
as the music goes
do i really need
what human calls LOVE?

deprived of it,
i had something else
its what called FRIENDSHIP
though i'm not sure
what's the extend of friendship

he's treating me real nice
being there when i needed someone the most
being there when i'm so lonely and depressed
being there by just being there

Mourning

there will be a personal mourning for the beloved husband of Syncora;
father of 2 cats; Bunkface Jr 1 and Bunkface Jr 2,
whom had passed away peacefully 2 months ago.
sorry for the delay of the mourning ceremony
coz the widow had been living under an illusion
all this while.

it's time to move on.
We'll all pray for a peaceful departure of a very loving man.
Rest in peace.

a simple love story
how easily it destroys an innocent smile of a girl
how easily it breaks a heart into pieces
leaving a phantom of memory behind
it will never be the same after that
for the life of that girl
each memories pierce through the mind
rewinding themselves at times not needed

oh why do you leave me unforgotten memories?
oh why do you leave me unhealed scars?