a selfish decision and he's gone.
chose to left him and follow my intuitive.
i didnt mean to hurt him.
the excitement of going there
made me hopped onto the train
i didnt think that i would hurt him that way
i left him feeling used
though it's never my intention at all
i was insensitive like always

i returned
after a wave of guilt washed over me
we hugged and made up
but the feeling of fear never left me
this is not the first time
i sparked his anger

keeping quiet is all i can do
until his flame dies

and yet again i'm in new relationship
seems like i cant keep out of them
am i that desperate
am i that needy
for someone to love
and be loved?
is there any reason to be in relationship?

he put me together when i'm in shatters
he sewed my heart when i'm in tatters
he stood by me when i'm in total shambles
all in all, he's always there when i trembles

as fate would have it,
i was not attracted by his looks
but to his inner person
i was neither desperate nor needy
but i felt an overwhelming love
from the base of his heart

is there any reason?
surely there's a lot of reasons
but none hold as strong as love

the day i set my eyes on you,
i didnt think i would fall over you
you told me that i once told you
that i would never like you
looks like i was wrong
funny how could love blossomed
from strangers to mere acquaintance
from acquaintance to friend
closer and closer each day
until somehow i didnt realise
that we were that close
to fall for each other