foamy days

foamy days are here again
something soft and pink
fluffy and bubbly
is that called love?

it has been one month since the break up.. or was it longer than that? wonder why am i still thinking of him sometimes. they will never really go away from our hearts. sometimes, i wish i can be with him once more. but such things never can happen. reality check, it's cruel and i hate it.

Fusion of Colors

one night

cannot sleep...
looking out of the window..
it's raining,
there's thunder,
but i cant feel it
i'm numb
i'm speechless
indifference

i want to go out
spread my hands out wide
greet the rain with my face
and my smile
that once lighted up
someone's life
but not anymore

smiling alone in the room
with soft music background
am i in an acceptance phase?
do i really care anymore?

and i will love you
until forever
as the music goes
do i really need
what human calls LOVE?

deprived of it,
i had something else
its what called FRIENDSHIP
though i'm not sure
what's the extend of friendship

he's treating me real nice
being there when i needed someone the most
being there when i'm so lonely and depressed
being there by just being there